Things are progressing! Arsen and I are planning to hookup on about July 15th. I will go collect him in my bed-outfitted cargo van. We will load his clothes, a lamp and a surfboard into the back then head on home. However, it may not go quite like that. Yesterday he was talking about renting a room before we load the van. I’ve been mercilessly teasing him and he’s aching to fuck.

He wants to bury his raw cock all the way in me and cum at least twice before we hit the road.

Anyhow, in the last few days I’ve been sending him some sort of sexy good morning pic. I want him to crave me, to want to fuck me. Hence, a sexy pic. Above is what I sent him this morning. He wants me sleeping, in bed with him, in girl things. When he touches me, he wants to feel a girl, not a boy.

So I ordered a lace camisole with tap panties (above), plus the full-length slip, plus the suspender pantyhose (he thinks they are hot) which arrived today, plus I have more panties on order. I’m sleeping in girl things every night to get accustomed to it. For decades, I’ve just slept in the nude.

Trust me, that pink cami looks better on her than it does on me. I’m six feet tall, not five-foot-five. One hundred ninety pounds, not 130. I have a man’s chest and hips. I can’t order the size she would wear. So I’m stuck ordering stuff that would fit a fat chick. Oh well. LOL

He’s told me he wants me to be a woman when I am home. Dressed as one, ready to take his massive dick at either end, at any time. Apparently, a woman’s wig is in store for me, too.

Above are the suspender pantyhose. I’ll try them on tonight.

On to jewelry. Below is a bracelet I made from items available at any Michael’s craft store. But I don’t wear it on my wrist. Instead, I clip it to a belt loop on the back of my jeans or shorts. After all, that’s close proximity to my ass, which is where big black cock belongs. My wrist? Not so much. I wear it all the time.

Then there’s the necklace. I did a Google search and found places on CafePress.com that sell “queen of spades” dog tags. None were offering the betaboi version but I could custom design one, so I uploaded the betaboi-spade image I had created and handed over the credit card info. Several days later, it arrived. Perfect! So I have an “advertisement” on my car, on my ass and on my chest.

In a day or two, several betaboi temporary tattoos will arrive (second order, I misplaced or accidentally threw out the first order); when they arrive I think I will put one on my right calf. I have really muscular, firm, smooth legs.

He’s told me he wants to take me shopping at cheapo lingerie shops in the area. I’ve got a feeling I will have a closet full of girl things. Well, I’ve been a pussy for a very long time. I’m not a cross dresser, though. But it looks like I will be his sissy.

Lately, I’ve been perusing sissy websites and blogs. Keywords are a combination of: white, sissy, black, bbc, dick, cock fucking, sucking, blowjob, breeding, betaboi, etc. Much of it is stupidly over the top but I find some of it extremely hottt!

One more thing, my new Craigslist ads indicate I won’t be available for much longer. I said if you are black and want a blowjob, deep throat or to fuck me, now is the time. Don’t wait too long.

I’ll keep you up to date on developments.